sooo i couldnt post anything yesterday cause i didnt get wireless haah soo heres my thoughts on yesterday.
this is going to be a great year and just like the movie "im not in new mexico anymore" hahahahha im tired. but i guess this year is suppose to build me up. i went out last night and i was talking to one of the guys and i thought to myself "wow this has to be a great year" and i seriously hope it is. i choose to fail at alot of things, i choose to give up yadda yadda but now i dont want to. i guess i want to feel that sucess and stuff thats what a want this year to be sucess ful and i wont take anything less.

its 7 am i woke up around 6 ahhaa it feels like "i wanna work for diddity"

i just got to colorado for college. i use to live in new mexico its my first night here :/ im already sad hahah its different i guess. let me tell you about myself, im a drop out i havent been to school in a year and now im in college. soo im gonna try for the whole year to write a new post as my first year in college. im gonna try my best haha.
i miss my friends in new mexico before i left i went out with random ppl. im sorta of a shy person. unless i know you. but the thing is in new mexico i have friends i just dont have alot of them. but the weird thing is that in the last week of living in new mexico i made more friends then i did in the whole year. i made friends at wal mart at flying star in the weirdest way and now i can olny talk to them on myspace which sucks. too bad i didnt meet them before i left :/.
i always use to say "ughhh i hate new mexico, i wanna get out of here". and i cried when i saw the sign that says "you are now leaving new mexico" ahhaha i know im so lame. but i guess you really dont realize what you have till its gone. i know for one thing im seriously gonna miss new mexico sky. its gorgeous and if you ever go to albuquerque lay at park and watch the sky. i use to do it for hours.
i dont know what this whole year is gonna bring i hope ill grow because to be honest with you i still feel like a little kid. i guess thats all i have to say ill be on again tomorrow ahaha.


-Brenduh to the max